I am the keeper;: Archive

Everything reminds me of you and it gets under my skin. There were days when I could go without you and without you inside my head but I lost them when I gave back in. I refuse to be like them, I won’t be strung out on some three day beinge because you need your kicks. When I say I love you I mean I feel it- I don’t think that you feel it, it is not real to you. If you leave- I am...

Oct 4th

 Me
 hahahahahahahaha
5: 52pmEmily
 what
5: 57pmMe
 im going to hell
5: 57pmEmily
 We discussed this.
 The reason you're always sick is because God is trying to get rid of you. He's afraid if you stay here too long, you'll take his position over. 
 So he's trying to kill you to send you to hell. You just keep outsmarting him.
5: 57pmMe
 ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
5: 57pmEmily
 And it's pissing him off.
5: 58pmMe
 Do it big.

Oct 1st

3 notes

They filled my head with nonsense.

They’re all full up to the brim with that “He said, she said” bullshit. I needed everything to stop spinning. I needed it to be quite. I needed to be in control of something, anything.

May 5th

We are the same; therefore, I am. →

Apr 1st

It's just a fairy tale you tell to get yourself to... →

Apr 1st

“I found my Great Perhaps in our late night conversations. This world will never...”

Apr 1st

Just like that,

I am the tiniest trinket, chipped paint, faded reflection, worn out, rubbed down. I have holes in pockets, I know you have read these words before. For some reason though, they mean more now then ever. My finger tips touch small back keys, that make small black letters, that touch the very cord of your being. So listen up, doll, because if I could say one thing this would be it. I once...

Mar 31st

“I met a girl and since I’ve been with her I’ve felt safe and I...”

Mar 30th

Because

then I knew things she didn’t really want me to know. Maybe because it made those things real, or maybe she just changed her mind.

Mar 28th

If I thought about it all I would be mad. I’m not mad though. Just sad. For a number of people.

Mar 23rd

JUST SO YOU KNOW

I luv Rita bcuz shes a sexxy beast. Just so you know, I won’t delete this post. But Emily stop hacking my shit. For real you’ve got all my passwords stop abusing them. Besides Rita is yours I don’t like him. ><

Mar 19th

“Death is but a chapter.”

– 11

Mar 19th

12

This is where I go on some long rant full of important things I didn’t ever say. But lately I’ve been doing and saying what I meant and not giving a fuck who liked it. I am seventeen years old. I’m finally doing shit my way for me. I just woke up and I’m tired. Goodnight, again.

Mar 18th

Sup

nap time? I get drained really easy now.

Mar 17th

“13 days.”

Mar 17th

Chloe Tanner

is a crack-slut? What? Yes.

Mar 17th

Emily Nash

You should text me dude.

Mar 16th

820 miles away.

Right in my ear again. Like I’m helpless even through telephone cords. I am pathetic for this.

Mar 16th

xdannyspentfallingx:

I’m just going to assume your name is Danny, I see your xhardcorex, that’s very cute. I don’t really know you, I mean I know you, oh do I know so many yous, but I don’t know you personally. Does it make you feel better to write shitty things to girls on your online blog? Dear God that is just the cutest fucking thing ever. Your girlfriend must be fucking ecstatic to call...

Mar 14th

hahaha

stoutstoutstout: iamthekeeper: stoutstoutstout: xdannyspentfallingx: i honestly laughed. i hope you find true sorrow in your life. one day, i hope you really know what it feels like. and i hope i’m there to see it. you’re such a dick. I hope this is a joke? That’s an awful thing to say to someone. nope, it’s not a joke. that’s the kind of person danny is. With your permission of...

Mar 14th

hahaha

stoutstoutstout: xdannyspentfallingx: i honestly laughed. i hope you find true sorrow in your life. one day, i hope you really know what it feels like. and i hope i’m there to see it. you’re such a dick. I hope this is a joke? That’s an awful thing to say to someone.

Mar 14th

I'm aware, I am really bad at spelling. →

Mar 14th

ask →

Mar 14th

Also. →

Mar 10th

Why not? →

Mar 10th

“The only thing you did for me was prove that I should have listened to them...”

Mar 8th

I don’t write here very often anymore. I guess it’s because I’m too busy now living to write about the way that I am living. I want to write words here to make you understand. I can’t though because they don’t exist.

Mar 8th

Mar 5th

“so much has changed. god, has everything changed. but i’m missing you already;...”

– the-double I couldn’t have said it any better.

Mar 4th

IDGAF

I can’t think of many people who are worth it. I can’t think of anything that’s worth it. You’re what you hate. You’re what you swore you’d never be. You’re everything that bothers you. You’ve got so much hate built up in you. Tell me, is it worth it?

Mar 4th

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“All the Kings riches cannot buy time.”

– twenty seven days.

Mar 4th

I like when she wears Abercrombie & Fitch. I like how cute she looks in my Ralph Lauren shirts. I like the feeling I wake up with when I know that I get to see her that day. I like how it’s only okay if she says so. I like her blue eyes. 103201

Mar 3rd

She is more beautiful than I will ever understand.

Mar 3rd

Autoimmune disorder. Crohn’s disease. Blown heart valve.

Mar 1st

Feb 26th

Tonight was good. Makes me forget hospitals and IV’s. I’m ready for the weekend.

Feb 25th

Feb 24th

Feb 23rd

I used to could unload here, with a ton of little black and white letters that made me feel better. I don’t know when I let go and stopped caring. When I became something that I tried hard to avoid being. I don’t think I am like them. Not even now, doing all the things they do. I think everyone is just going through the motions like they think they are supposed to, the only difference...

Feb 23rd

There just aren’t words anymore.

Feb 22nd

“No. Nobody deserves it. You didn’t deserve to be hurt. But I sure as hell don’t...”

Feb 19th

“You fix what you can, and you let time pass.”

Feb 19th

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And I am,

Tattoos, skinny jeans, button up flannel shirts, over sized beanies, music and words. andIthinkmaybethatiswhyyouhangonsohardtothosethingsnowbecausebeforeyouwerenot thepersonyouarenow.IchangedyouandI’msorryIdidn’tmeanto.

Feb 19th

I want subway and some answers that won't change.

I. You. This. Not fair. Not at all fair.

Feb 19th

There are a number of things I wish I had the patience to sit down and correct. In order for this I would need assurance that the people I wronged would listen to me and understand that now I see what I should’ve done and it differs a great deal from what I did do. However this is impossible so you’ll just have to take my words and stay or go. I’m sorry, even though that...

Feb 17th

I just want some fucking chicken nuggets and a break.

Feb 15th

I can’t write the words here to make you understand how the past few days have changed things. How the past few days have changed me.

Feb 15th